Ughh-Just can’t keep up the positive.

September 10

  Feeling disappointed in myself today.  Just can’t hold an idea, thoughts disappear in an instant, general pervasive feeling of random confusion.  I know I want to do more things-house projects, clean the house, design things, plan for making cutting boards and tables for clients… but it just becomes a whirlwind in my mind and I have difficulty focusing on one thing.  Some may say, “ Oh, welcome to my world.”.  But it’s not the same.  I have been through that process and feelings of too much going on in day to day life.  This is different-I don’t feel I can get a handle on it.  Frustrating.  I can’t even remember the name of the website hosting platform and I’ve been told it multiple times.