Thankful to Not Be Braindead

Thankful to be not braindead! Determined- but for what? Can't hold a thought! Bordering frustration/gentle on myself.  Full of love and gratitude.  Joy is/has been amazing! I don't know where she gets the energy and to be able to sustain it!  There are No doubts in my mind any longer. It's actually or rather it's not doubt, but rather Fear of being hurt. Joy is truly an angel.